To that whisper. No way for him to know how to only send it in his mind, and so he says it out loud, despite hearing Louis internally.
"I just need to be okay."
For as much as he can, he trusts Louis. And he's grateful beyond expression for this rescue— because that's what it is. He's not sure that Armand would have ever let him go if they hadn't been followed. If there was no pressure, he expects he'd have just died of his illness, probably had a stroke from anxiety, or Armand would have lost his temper. The end.
Different end, now.
Louis is a safe haven. Daniel wants to cling to him, too. Doesn't know how. So: the hotel, and he thinks of getting on a flight, but realizes he ... can't. Not for logistical reasons. For other reasons, one that don't fit together right in his head. Flight, drive, escape, hotel, fleeing, arguing, flight, hotel. Does he have anything to go back to? Is there a point to New York?
"I think I'm having a panic attack," Daniel observes, tone mild.
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To that whisper. No way for him to know how to only send it in his mind, and so he says it out loud, despite hearing Louis internally.
"I just need to be okay."
For as much as he can, he trusts Louis. And he's grateful beyond expression for this rescue— because that's what it is. He's not sure that Armand would have ever let him go if they hadn't been followed. If there was no pressure, he expects he'd have just died of his illness, probably had a stroke from anxiety, or Armand would have lost his temper. The end.
Different end, now.
Louis is a safe haven. Daniel wants to cling to him, too. Doesn't know how. So: the hotel, and he thinks of getting on a flight, but realizes he ... can't. Not for logistical reasons. For other reasons, one that don't fit together right in his head. Flight, drive, escape, hotel, fleeing, arguing, flight, hotel. Does he have anything to go back to? Is there a point to New York?
"I think I'm having a panic attack," Daniel observes, tone mild.