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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-20 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yes," breathed back into Daniel's mouth. Louis bites yes along his jawline after, yes and yes and yes scraped along the high point of his throat. Likes how tightly they hold each other, the encouraging clutch of Daniel's hands as Louis moves into him.

Has to breathe a little laugh at himself, for the thought of delay. Wanting to go slowly while simultaneously wanting all of Daniel now, immediately, and then over and over again after.

"I want you," is corrected with a punctuating nip of teeth as Louis raises his head to look at Daniel. Grin, offer him something more, "I want you every way you can think of. More besides that. I been dreaming of it. You."

All this underscored with the insistent roll of his hips. Instructive. See, it's all true.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-21 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
A hitched groan of sound as Daniel rolls them, already reaching to draw Daniel back to him. A sound that fractures into a laugh as Louis' thighs tighten around Daniel's hips, hand settling at the nape of his neck.

"We're vampires," Louis deadpans, even as he tries to parse out the question. Had he wanted to bite Lestat everywhere when he first saw him? Had it been he or Armand who sank fangs into the other first? Is it intrinsic in him, even if he had never been a vampire? Something innate, wanting someone so badly there is nothing else to do but sink teeth into them?

The way he wants Daniel now, wanting to keep biting him, even with blunt human teeth. Wanting to leave marks and bruises, to hear the sounds Daniel makes, taste him. Press his fingers down onto the marks tomorrow, make new ones when they fade.

Louis' nails scrape lightly along Daniel's nape. Arches up off the bed as Daniel strips off his shirt, drawing his face up to kiss again, and again.

"Gonna make you wait," he murmurs, a low promise. "Gonna make you wait until you're inside me before I let you get teeth in me."
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-21 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Words that echo in Louis, shared experience. Of being so unable to stop, hunger beyond anything a human experienced. Louis

A flicker of thought to Lestat, to Lestat and Daniel. Things Louis hasn't quite asked about being it feels invasive, prying where he shouldn't.

Daniel had offered, offered to let Louis drink from him, kiss him, keep him in whatever way they wind their way to. His skin burns everywhere Daniel puts his mouth, flushed fever warm under Daniel's hands, and it's overwhelming while simultaneously not being anything near enough.

Louis wanted him. Louis wanted him even when he could hardly remember Daniel.

"I'd let you," is familiar recklessness, is deep trust. Is Louis shivering in response to the flinch of thought that passes between them, feeling Daniel want him and wanting him all the more in return. Louis' fingers hooked beneath Daniel's jaw, tugging him insistently up to bite himself a kiss before Louis tells him, "I want you to. You won't hurt me."

Louis is capable of stopping him, if Daniel can't stop himself. There is blood enough in this building for Louis, for them both, if they go too far.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-22 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
One of them should have some restraint. Louis should not be thinking so seriously about testing the limits of Daniel's.

But restraint is difficult. Surprisingly so for Louis, who has felt so little in the past eighty years. The way he wants Daniel is a breathless, consuming rush of a thing, wanting to give him everything, anything. All of it at once, an unshakeable awareness of two weeks measured against the promise of fifty years, a hundred years, two hundred years. Not enough time. There will never be enough.

"Tomorrow then," like a little joke. Ha, ha, waiting twenty-four hours to veer off the edge of a cliff together.

Polite, restless touches roaming across Daniel's shoulders, the nape of his neck, down his back. Curbing the impulse to strip off Daniel's clothing in turn, aware of some discomfort, some self-consciousness, and as loathe to tread over tender territory as Louis is impatient to touch him in turn.

Murmurs, offers, "We can go slow. Figure it out together."

It's not a hardship to linger here, trading kisses back and forth. Letting Daniel's weight bear him down into the mattress while Daniel touches him, while they breathe together, wind each other up to some unbearable height. As long as Daniel is here, as long as Louis is still kissing him, it's enough.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-23 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Unbearable, the way Daniel bites him. It is just the same as Daniel's kisses laid to Louis' forehead, so near to something Louis wants. Something they both want. Daniel bites him and Louis' hips shift, restless, a shudder of unconscious reaction. Louis wants to kiss him again. Louis wants to pin Daniel down into the mattress and bite him everywhere. Louis wants to let Daniel do whatever he wants, give him anything he asks for.

It's overwhelming. Louis remains settled, propped up on one elbow to keep Daniel in his eyeline, only by some miracle of restraint. His heel nudges at Daniel's hip, a small, insistent point of contact as Daniel bites a bruises into his skin.

"Anything," Louis breathes. Says, "Yes," before Daniel can start in about the absence of direct answers.

Presses the word into Daniel's head as Louis sinks fingers into silver-white curls.

Anything.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-23 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
A wreck of an exhale, Daniel's name fraying apart in Louis' mouth as Daniel makes good. As Daniel takes him in hand, as Louis' whole body twitches up under the heat of his mouth.

Remembers seeing this in Daniel's head fifty years ago, remembers saying no because more than anything he had wanted Daniel's attention, wanted his voice, wanted to talk to him while the recorder spun on the table between them.

Wants his voice now, absurdly.

His fingers tighten in Daniel's hair. Holds there too tightly, forcibly loosening his grip over and over and over, always sliding back. Some hindbrain need to keep hold of Daniel running away with him, the same urge that wants his teeth in every inch of Daniel's skin.

Maybe it should be embarrassing, how easy it is. How easy Louis is, for this. For Daniel. A thought that swims through his mind and finds no purchase at all, slides away as Louis' thighs flex tight around Daniel's shoulders. His heel has set into the small of Daniel's back, resting there as Louis' breath goes haywire.

"Just—"

Comes all apart in Louis' mouth. A pause, a breath. Some skimming link of his mind across the surface of Daniel's, unsteady impulse narrowly averted. Louis tries again: "That's good. You feel so good."
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-23 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Expected to be coherent, Louis processes the question on a delay looking down into Daniel's face with some awareness of his own lack of composure. Flushed, tremors running through his body as Daniel's thumb circles, as he observes Daniel's mouth and eyes, observes himself caught up in Daniel's hand.

"How to let me in?" Louis asks unsteadily, even as Yes, anything blooms into Daniel's mind, true regardless of the question. Louis had meant it, his offering earlier. It beats between them in time to their heartbeats, Louis' ragged breathing, the tremoring flex of his thighs and the hand in Daniel's hair.

Lets it be obvious too, the effect the question and offer inherent in it has on him. Louis has kept out of his mind for some time now, polite even when they speak telepathically. He's never delved as far as Daniel might have suspected him of. Contemplates the intimacy of it now, feeling want of it as some complicated thing.

Wants Daniel close, wants him inside in every possible way. (Cannot help but remember Armand, who had been so welcome in Louis' head, and what he had made of that, how their intimacy had become something else.)
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-24 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
Drawn into Daniel's head, Louis winds so, so close into the river of Daniel's thoughts. Feels everything, all of it, an almost overwhelming flurry of activity that is so, so familiar. Lets Daniel feel all things in return. Withholds nothing. Slides in alongside the patter of Daniel's thoughts to soak up desire, affection, reflect it all back to Daniel.

Love, so hard for Louis to put to words. Love is here, intertwined among mirrored desire, affection, growing desperation as Daniel touches him. Louis lays himself bare, all impressions and thoughts rising from his own head blooming vivid among the order of Daniel's mind as his fingers drag slow through Daniel's hair. His thumb catches at Daniel's lower lip, intent on the reddened quality of it, of how kiss-bitten his mouth and how badly Louis wants to keep kissing him.

"No," Louis tells him, easy reassurance tempered only by, "Go slowly."

They heal quickly. Louis trusts Daniel to be careful, wants him enough to weather the passing flash of discomfort if he is not.

You feel so good murmurs, a thought telegraphed between them, a thought that has little and less to do with the way Daniel touches him and everything to do with how Louis fits into his head, the space Daniel makes for him here.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-24 08:57 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure, without taking a breath, licking into Daniel's mouth. No hesitation, no thought required, only the certainty of: I'm sure.

Something in the way Louis settles into his mind akin to how Louis eased his way into Daniel's lap. Close, and now closer, drawn in, shuddering at what they fall into, what Daniel feels for him. Overwhelming, to be so well-loved. To feel what Daniel feels for him, to know Daniel can feel him, nowhere to hide when linked so closely. Louis, who has been missing Daniel for months, who wanted him for decades. Who feels it, love, but has no words for it.

Who didn't kiss him in 1973. Who can remember kissing him in Dubai only in parts and pieces. Daniel, who asks if Louis is sure when he has always been so certain about Daniel from the first moment they met.

"I'm sure," is a murmur against Daniel's mouth. Sunk so far into Daniel's head that the words echo there even as Louis says them aloud. As the enormity of his desire mingles in with Daniel's pride and love and trust, a heady mix. Tangling and overlapping, distinct only in the tenor of what belongs to Louis', desert dry giving way to New Orleans warmth and circling back again, and all of it a beating heart, all of it tender and desperate, held so long inside him even before Louis fully knew he'd carried it from that little apartment. Half undressed now under him, offering anything still, anything because he trusts Daniel so much, so deeply.

Can't you feel how much I want you?
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-24 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
The answer rises like smoke before Louis verbalizes it: the lovely wood nightstand, top drawer, glass jar.

Says, "Yes."

Says, "Let me..."

Trails into implication, already sinking back into Daniel, already catching his mouth for another kiss.

Daniel is not obliged to retrieve anything from the specified drawer. Louis is already coming up off the mattress, crowding into Daniel as he kisses him. Hands bracketing Daniel's face, curling into his hair, heels of his palms at Daniel's temples as he creates some minor space in which he might move.

Terrible, having to let go of Daniel even by halves, even for a moment. But Louis stretches out, hooks open the drawer. Does not think of Armand. Does not think of what he is studiously ignoring: no one has touched him at all since he and Lestat parted ways, resolved to attempt standing on their own.

Transparently expensive, Louis' choice in lube. Just as all the product in Dubai had been expensive, all things betraying the casual flex of wealth Louis has come to appreciate, find security in. He presses the jar into Daniel's chest.

Noses back up along Daniel's jawline, yielding Daniel's mouth for whatever commentary is sure to follow.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-25 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't disappoint, Daniel's little sideswipe. Amusement curls between them, coloring the tenor of Louis' mind even before he turns his smile in against Daniel's cheek, the corner of his mouth, presses it into a kiss. Can feel it, their shared affection. The familiarity of their shared levity.

It would have been like this, Louis knows. It would have been like this if they'd come together before. It's just easy, between them. It's easy now, drawing Daniel into him, fingers sunk into the curls at the nape of his neck. Feeling laughter in his body and finding himself so pleased with it, with Daniel's irreverence and good humor.

Pick something, prompts an inscrutable little flex of emotion across his face. Dampens some of the vibrant glow of his thoughts, some more serious timbre bleeding in. Weighing the question as he rocks a thigh up against Daniel's groin, nips at his lower lip.

Has anyone ever asked him this question? (No.)

Lets the little jar fall to the coverlet alongside them, freeing a hand to draw Daniel down with him against the pillows. Close, tangling together as Louis lets a hazy pulse of memory drift between their minds. What does he like? Piecemeal impressions, a mix of experience: hands on his body, weight heavy over him, a bowed spine beneath his fingers, the burn of overextended muscles, skin reddening under his palms, the sharp pain of fangs at his throat. Pain, pleasure, tenderness, all things mingling as Louis sorts through over a hundred years of entanglements (Lestat, Armand, distinct in his mind, maybe distinct in this accounting even as Louis pares these recollections down to overwhelming sensations.) as he winds his way to an answer.

"I want you to fuck me," can't be cheating, it's a choice, even if it's something he's already said yes to. "I want that, and not only because you asked."

A pause, a slow bite of a kiss. He can taste himself in Daniel's mouth, and lets Daniel feel how much he likes that too.

"I want to find out what we like," feels like a distinction to Louis, a difference clear in his thoughts as he says this against Daniel's mouth. "Together. We have time now."
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-25 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't."

Trying to tread carefully, aware of some tender stretch of terrain here. Aware of potential to nick something vulnerable in Daniel, and angling away from it. Still, fingers heavy in his curls at the nape of his neck, a hand falling down his chest to lay over his heart.

"I want to see you," softly. Offering, "I want you to see me."

Daniel had seen him. Daniel had come to Dubai and argued and needled and dragged truth out of Louis even when all Louis had to offer was a story he'd been telling himself (A story Armand had been telling him too, a quiet chorus shifting and omitting and realigning Louis' life.) for so many years that it had felt like all there was. Daniel had seen something else.

They're linked so closely. Louis is sunk so far into his head, bleeding desire like sunlight. Wanting. Offering pieces still, hazy answers to join the impressions he'd already given over to Daniel. (Teeth sunk down into the flexing muscle of a thigh, wrists caught up in one hand, bruises blooming livid in the wake of kisses laid to the throat and collarbone and chest and hip—) Savors the sweetness of Anything he finds in Daniel's mind, an offering passed back and forth between them.

"Come on," is lightly impatient, deeply affectionate. "Come on, Danny."

Is deliberately goading, teasing. Words murmured into the corner of his mouth as Louis leans up to kiss him.

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